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Friday, October 5th, 2007
12:40 am	Financial 2 mid term i think i'm so dead.. there are still so muc things that I'm unsure and I'm having the test tmr, or rather later.... Sianz... shd have gone for consultation... how to do hedging with 3 instruments..... I can foresee a depressing day tmr... Current Mood: depressed (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 29th, 2007
11:15 pm	End of mid term break... Sianz, time really flew man, cant believe that mid term break has ended just like that... Wish I had more time for revision, I haven really revised my financial econs, and I have not yet redo topic tutorials... Mmm hope i'll make the best of tmr since today is almost over, haiz with all the projects piling up, I will be buried under the papers in the lib for a long long time... (Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 26th, 2007
11:00 pm	Just got back home not long ago, finished dinner, gonna start work soon. Sometimes I find it hard to understand people, even topics of economics seems more tangible compare to understanding human relationships. Understanding him. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
2:04 pm	Day 3 Decide to stay at home to study, woke up at 1230, it has been a long time since i sleep till so late in the day, woke up, bath before I start on revising financial econs, wonder what kind of questions will come out since it is an open book exam... Guess so much also useless coz you'll never get it right. Later I'll have tuition in town followed by in jurong, yesterday i learnt a new method of teaching maths, gonna try it out later, hope it can help her... (Comment on this)
1:33 am	studying.. went for consultation today and realise there is so much to study, so much may come out for mid term!!! sianz... can really feel the pressure... Hee but its ok, coz i'm looking forward to the steamboat on thurs, hope more people can make it!=) (Comment on this)
Monday, September 24th, 2007
9:29 pm	1st day of mid term break Think I should work harder, I have 3 tests waiting for me once school starts, dun think i feel stress but i just wish that i have more time, but i guess you just have to learn to live with time constraints. Tmr I'm going for consultation with the rest of the girls for money and banking 2, hope i have finish revision by then so i will know what i do not know and clear things up before school starts, and before the test on monday. Hee I just tsfed the money over today, hee hopefully my top will be sent out soon, hee I guess I enjoy online shopping more then physically shopping nowadays, afterall they are comparatively cheaper and they are send to your doorsteps!!!=) Gonna study now! (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 19th, 2007
4:53 pm	Mugging in school Since school started, I have not been studying in sch lib coz I just feel like going home everyday to rest before working, but today I'm here on my free day coz I'm afraid I'll oversleep at home and this is bad especially when i am behind others on assignments. I guess in the daytime, it is still productive to study in school, or maybe I am productive because I feel the urge to concentrate and finish more work in a shorter time... sianz gonna start working again (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, September 15th, 2007
2:26 pm	Tuition day Just finish 1 tuition, will have two more later... I should be glad that I have the whole saturday to have tuition,coz I am able to concentrate on studying and revision on the weekdays. Which brings me back to whether i should quit the end of year concert... Firstly, due to the lack of practice, I think my singing techics have seriously deteriorated, thus my confidence level has reli dropped... Haiz..And it is probably because of that, I just wanna keep away from choir for awhille and just concentrate on my studies for now... But how should I tell them? (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 29th, 2007
1:34 pm	Woke up at around 11 plus this morning and have been slacking since then, think i shd start working soon, furthermore I;m having tuition later. Hee the Lund girls are meeting up tmr! so happy! Will be looking forward to it (Comment on this)
Monday, August 27th, 2007
5:52 pm	Tuition cancelled!!! yeah!!! can stay home and slack and take my time to study! but that means tmr will be a busy day, go sch till 2pm, stay around to study and have tuition from 430 to 6 then go city hall to meet the C.V people to discuss THE PARTY. BUT its ok coz wed NO SCH!!!=) Current Mood: cheerful (Comment on this)
5:38 pm	relax... No class today since money and banking lect was cancelled,which is good since I am badly in needof a good rest... My weekend was hectic and tiring but all is gonna be over soon as the concert is on the coming sat... Been feeling troubled over how to go church from next week onwards since i dun have the xcuse of going choir to out on sundays... Just pray that things will turn out fine... Spend the day doing micro 3 tutorial, which kind of sux, coz there is alot of optimization to do which totally screw my mind, but it feels good to finish them one by one... Life is good... Thank God for it!=) (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 22nd, 2007
8:59 pm	Overwhelmed.... By my readings... haiz sianz i guess i have to work much much harder in reading my notes, not get distracted too easily... haha not to walk around the house too much, go online shopping websites etc... tmr is a long day for me, thinking if i shd exercise after my last class anot, shall consult the weighing scale later... (Comment on this)
Saturday, August 18th, 2007
6:27 pm	I miss Bible study..... haiz i miss lund, miss elaine, adam, gabs, carolina, nicholas, samson, richard, ivan and others who have ever joined our bible study at linda's or at the coffee house near Eden... I miss the times when we will dicuss Chapter Acts or just discuss Christianity in general, where we raise questions about common skeptics on religion. I really miss those times when we will all learn from each other and renew our own faith... I wish they are all here now again... (Comment on this)
4:24 pm	Alone at home on a sat afternoon.. Because i need to help my mom with some stuff before she goes M'sia (coz my aunt passed away) and also I woke up with chest pains that still hurts till now... Well but it has been a while since I spend my sat afternoon in such a simple, quiet manner... Nothing to do so i read the Financial Times that I took from bizad yest, not a bad read, considering that it sums up nicely the reasons and circumstances leading to the liquidity crunch and the plunging stock prices the past few days... Finance is truly an elusive area of study, so much to learn and so much to know... (Comment on this)
4:19 pm	Fantastic concert!! Budak Pantai's concert at Blue Moo yesterday is truly entertaining and fantastic, and it was made better when we can watch the fireworks from where we were!!! hee good music, good audience, nice ambience, what more can I ask for? Haha although i was a little disappointed that they did not sing 'All Rice', hee but the good old 'Unbreak my heart' and the songs they sang from their shows in Japan are really good and entertaining! hee I hope that I can go for their next concert as well! 10 bucks for tix which includes a huge cup of drink which i cant finish and another coupon for snack, which is one whole bottle of pringles or nuts made the whole deal more worthwhile!!!=) Budak Pantai Rocks!!! (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 15th, 2007
10:00 pm	Water... That was the first word that Helen Keller learnt and from then onwards, understand the joy of learning... Mine started from the Hessian matrix, the matrix that screwed me up yest during lecture, dun understand it and cant out it behind my mind, decide to google it and i finally at least understand the basics of it... I have no idea how many hessian-matrix-like math difficulties i will face in the next few weeks in this semester, but I hope that I will find joy in what i learn, just like Helen Keller... (1 Comment |Comment on this)
9:20 pm	Free day haha finally reached wed, my free day! hee woke up at 1240pm and my sis is already home from sch, I lazed around for awhile before we headed out to plaza to buy lunch, facial foam and sunblock from watson and to do fund tsf for my online shopping. I love to online shop, the clothes are so cheap but the catch is that you have to wait wait wait, esp those from taiwan... haiz wonder when will my first batch of order come? Anyways I left home at around 3:05 to give tuition near raffles town club, I was there early and debra is not back yet so i just stone in her room. Actually i dun understand y i am hired, her syllabus from international sch is easy and she can handle it, so whenever I go over, I only help her do her coursework which is a secondary-school-style project on IR. But i found the ans today, her parents want a tutor coz her grades drop by a wee bit in the previous test and she wants it coz she said our age is similar and she wants to have someone to talk to... Haiz each time i go, she is always complaining about her parents who is always watching and she feel stifled. I can feel her pain but i can see her parents are reli doing alot for her, for example her mom knows when is her dateline for her assignments (and she is the boss of her own accounting firm) and her dad tutors her on biology EVERY night (her dad is a doc in gleneagles). I guess her parents should reli let her have some freedom, but more so, I wish that she can see beyond evrything that she is reli fortunate to have parents that really wants to do things for you, and that she is really blessed. I just wish that one day, soon, she will see the love her parents are showering over her and come to realise that her world is not dark and unhappy, and that God is with her all the time. And because of that, life is wonderful even when things look bleak for now, I pray that one day she can embrace her life and her parents. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 14th, 2007
11:29 pm	1st lect... It sux, I've written 5 pages of maths equations with all kinds of mathematical signs and I think I only truly understand half of it...jialat... haiz must reli read up and be conscientious... PIA AH!!! sianz.... (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, August 13th, 2007
12:43 am	tired... Had a freaking long choir pract at siglap just now, but its a great pract coz I finally manage to sing all the songs decently and the shoir reli sounded good together! haha guess all the practices at home and the extra pract yest at css reli paid off... After choir, I had dinner with some of the amadeus people together with song, hee i think that they are a bunch of funny people and its really fun to hang out with them. I think that being in a choir is able to bind people in a miraculous way, after all, we have not known each other before at all. Haiz i guess after the concert I will miss all of them, I am really glad I joined this collaboration... Current Mood: satisfied (Comment on this)
Thursday, August 9th, 2007
10:24 pm	Shag... Choir pract is getting more tiring and frequent because the amadeus concert is coming, on 1st of sept... sat i will have pract from 11am-5pm den again on sun from 1-8 plus... haiz... (Comment on this)